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I seriously cannot stand people who think they know everything about you and your life just because they are older than you. News flash: they don't. No one knows everything about you except you. Honestly, they probably don't even know the half of what you have to say or have done over the course of your life.

I've been the youngest of five kids my entire life, they all try to rule my life. Fortunately, none of them have been very successful. I'm in college and I will make my own decision. If they continue to tell me what they think I need to do, the further I will continue to distance myself from them. Why don't people ever learn? Stop dancing in circles and change your tactics. It really is not that difficult.

Being in college kind of sucks a lot sometimes, but it is a million times better than high school. The other day we had a crazy out-of-nowhere snow storm and we actually closed early. So my best girlfriends and I decided to have a photo shoot. (: here are some of the pictures!

I love the snow and although I am not the biggest fan of my college, I decided to give it some love.
And above I just can't help but wear my purple Carhartt, I absolutely love that jacket. Along with my awesome WV rainboots, since me being the smarty pants I am left my snow boots at home.

This girl is my best friend. Although I only met her in August, I feel like I have known her my entire life and I love it. I can come to her with anything, she never judges me. I am so thankful and blessed to have her in my life. I honestly have not one stinking clue how I would have survived my first semester here at college without her. She has held me in her arms while I have cried too many times to count, I love her even more for that. I know she is a life long friend and I am super excited to be able to share our lives and grow old together. I know God has some awesome plans for our lives! <3

I feel like life is so difficult trying to figure out "what I want to do for the rest of my life". Like everything I want to accomplish in life can be printed out on a little piece of paper. That doesn't happen and I really hate that they make us choose. There are so many different things I want to do with my life and it is really difficult to choose just one! Right now, I am  a music therapy major. Which is totally awesome and I think the world definitely needs way more music therapists, but it just is not for me. I absolutely adore the therapy part of it, but not so much the classical training in music. Along with that, I love to write. I do it all the time, I have for years. One day I am determined to write a book; it WILL happen. 

It is a struggle for me to pick a major right now. I really am looking into communications along with counseling and photography. But I was thinking, I could double major in journalism and photography, those are two great things to have together. I need to pray about it though, I feel like I should really go into communications. I truly felt like when Julie told me that she thought I would be good in communications, God was telling her to say that to me. They both knew that I was and still am struggling to decide what to do with my life. 

I feel as if I have been entirely too blessed my entire life. I do not deserve half of what I have been given. I want to be able to give back and help those in need. I cannot wait to have a family and teach my kids how to give back. It isn't done enough in today's society but it is one of the most important things we could possibly do. I am slowly but surely learning to love life again and I cannot wait to see what God has planned for me! But until next time...

xoxox